18 February 2011

Learning to say...

I had been anticipating to hear him say that, calling me "Mommy" and he does, a month before his first birthday. He was just starting to mumble words then, but I am so sure he utter that word during our playtime, mimicking his Didi (after I got pregnant my husband started calling me mommy).

This afternoon I called my mom, a routine I got used to, to check on them, she told me that he had gotten so attached to her already, he cries every time my mom was out of sight and that she now knows him as Mommy and me.... He would just point onto my picture if asked "San si Mommy Kayth?" (Where is Mommy Kayth?). I am not his Mommy anymore, but just Mommy Kayth. I am not so sure if what I felt, disappointment? A little maybe, hurt? Somehow, but one thing is clear that I missed him so much and I ached badly to be a mom to him again.

Maybe this is one of the prices I need to pay for being away from him, I know this is just the start, the first one and a lot more heart pinching thing to come. I heard stories of other OFW moms where their children won't come to them the first time of seeing them again, it was heart-breaking moment.


Mama Mia on February 18, 2011 at 11:50 AM said...

Aaawww...don't worry Mommy Kayth! Your little one knows who you are. I'm sure your mom will make sure of that. I'll be praying for your success so you won't have to be away from your child (so that no parent will be away from their kid, for that matter!).

Don't be sad na :(

By the way...because of your comment on my blog, naglagay na rin ako ng badge! Hehehe. Thanks for bringing this vital aspect of blogging to my attention. I owe you one, kayth!

rjs mama on February 18, 2011 at 1:13 PM said...

kaya mo yan sis, what you're doing is for your kid naman :)

hoping you can follow and link up if you haven't yet =)
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Mama Mia on February 18, 2011 at 1:55 PM said...

Hi again, Mommy Kayth! Thought you should know...I now have a badge AND na-special mention kita dito:


AND here:


ikaw pa lang unang badge diyan! :)

just my way of making you smile (kasi you miss your kid very much) and for saying thank you!

shengy on February 18, 2011 at 3:18 PM said...

my sister has same sentiments with you

watadid on February 18, 2011 at 3:20 PM said...

oh..i guess when his a year older, he will recognized you ..don't worry..i do that when I was younger also

Kasai on February 18, 2011 at 10:20 PM said...

Thanks guys you are all comforting. I just miss my little guy so much.
Buti na I have this blog, it serves as my outlet :)

Lainy on February 19, 2011 at 9:56 PM said...

Hi Kayth. Kaya mo yan. I am sure naman he will recognize you coz he's in the loving hands of your own Mom.

Was looking for the badge u said u grabbed from my fashion blog: www.thefabchic.com.

Anyways, I am your new follower.


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